practice writing. busybusy. diet coke is my company.

well i sold my soul to jesus and since then ive had no fun

im feeling a bit lost right now

, but still happy id say :)

Having turned inward in a search for meaning, we turn outward in a search for direction, scanning others for the social signals they emit regarding what is in and what is out, what is desirable and what is not. . . . This person is oriented not to inner values but to other people. It is in the peer group that acceptance is found and outcasts are named. . . . Where once people took pride in accomplishments and in their character, [they] think only of how they stand with others. . . . Once people worked to achieve tangible ends, to accomplish things. Now, such accomplishments are of far less significance than one's "image." Once people worked; now they manipulate. Once people sweated; now they seduce. Once people wished to be respected, to have their accomplishments recognized; now they wish to be envied, regardless of whether they are envied for anything they have actually accomplished.

- david f. wells.

and it hurts when we fall, and fairness doesn’t enter it at all.
I know I play rough, but I said I loved you and isn’t that enough? 

my sleeping is still affected by sadness, but the weather! rain, thunder, wind. its dramatic yet calming in one. 

i am too sad to fall asleep

en route to fixing things. you're helping but you'll never know.

You are not boring or vain or simple or mean. You are colorful, complex, and have a beauty that is all your own. And for the record, you are infinitely nicer than they give you credit for.

lala

:)

mozart to start a wednesday morning. :)