im working on drawing a straight line
and ill draw until i get one right
its bold and dark cant you see
im done drawing a line between you and me.

no idea what any of these mean., i think i am happy , genuinely.

free

and now we're unrelated and rid of all the shit we hated,
but i hate when i feel like this and i never hated you.

im not really sure how everything is, or how i am, or what this even means. maybe its better to just not think about it and enjoy the ride.

let go of fear.

ive been broken hearted and blue, since the day we parted.
why why, did i ever let you go?

look at me now, will i ever learn?

should the mountains crumble to ashes
and the rain should cease to fall
and if the river stopped its flowing
you'd still be my all in all

and if the clouds cover the sky
so the sunlight wont come through
then I will never, never, never, never, never,
never, tire loving you

why is it so difficult to live in the moment? or be happy in the moment, i think is what i mean.

?????????????

it'd be better to forget you; but i dont really want to.