you are the risk i'll always take

the only branch i'll never break..

outside my  bedroom window, 7:34am (without a wink of sleep.) hello friday :)

SERVICE
You should leave your house today
with an empty garbage bag
and some walking shoes
and start off toward no where at all.
 
On the way you should pick up every piece of trash you find
that hasn’t already been claimed
by a smaller animal
and stuff it into your bag.
 
You should see how far you make it
before your bag is full,
and once it is
you should turn around and walk back.
On the way back
you should think about your neighbors
and how they aren’t bad people
and don’t consider themselves filthy
But how they managed to waste so much
and leave it all out here
for you to carry home.
When you get home
you should put the bag on your kitchen counter
and draw a face on it with a magic marker
and give it a name
and take a picture of it
and make it some tea.
While you drink the tea
you should talk to it,
and tell it a secret that you’ve never told anyone before.
After you’re done you should stuff it into a trash can
and gently close the lid
and put it out on the curb for collection.
After that, you should go lay down
and close your eyes
and think about yourself
and how you aren’t a bad person
and don’t consider yourself filthy
and how nice it is to go for a walk
and clear your head
on a beautiful day like today.


dallas clayton. 

“You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.”

oh i wish it were true but the reasons i cant fall asleep go something like: confused bodyclock.! neglected  coursework and a mumble jumbled social life. eek

delicate




we might kiss when we are alone, when nobody's watching
we might take it home...

ill is what i am right now. not much to be doing but tea + bed. two of my favourites.

this is love, she thought, isn't it? when you notice someone's absence and hate that absence more than anything? more, even, than you love his presence?





...im so afraid of losing something I love that I refuse to love anything

:)

????????

love me, because love doesn't exist, and I have tried everything that does





..she was a genius of sadness, immersing herself in it, separating its numerous strands, appreciating its subtle nuances. she was a prism through which sadness could be divided into its infinite spectrum.

sigh.

i have nothing to offer anybody except my own confusion.

some nice stuff.

"I felt, that night, on that stage, under that skull, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it?"

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lalaluv